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Examen 01/18/10

January 18, 2010

Some days your own personal preaching comes back to with a difficult are you walking your talk.

One of the fond challenges I have given to youth that I mentor is to view all critism as constructive in intent even if the tone (or intrepreted tone in the case of emails) seems harsh or just sets you on edge. To walk away and contemplate rather than to fire off an equally biting reply escalaing matters.

A couple of recent Vestry emails pushes a hot button that really has required me to restrain from replying which,in turn, would definitely escalte things. A squabble that we don’t need right now.

So as I am here cowboying up and relucantly having to live by my own advise (yes the authors of the emails that are bothering me are Children of God, yes they love the Church and are elected to represent the parish) and think about what might have been the root cause (should I have communicated more?). Stewing in this as I comute, I have the Pray as You Go podcast on for my daily Examen.

The opening hymn is from the choir at Westminister Abbey and they sing “This is the day the Lord made, let us rejoice in it”. I realize that God is in control. He made this day and the one before it. I need to rejoice in it. I am alive today and I can continue to serve the Lord. Perhaps it is indeed time for me to be reminded to practice what I preach.

I will rejoice in this day for the Lord made it

Tools

January 18, 2010

I have been thinking about tools.  Like most men, I have accumulated a number of tools over time.  I have a well stocked tool box in the garage and some power tools.  Although I am lucky to point the right end of a screw driver at a problem, I do get quite a thrill when I actually accomplish something with my tools.  I like the electronic tools too, I am an early adopter of technology and looking around my home office I can see some discards, things tried but now outdated, ideas that did not quite work the way I planned.  But still, I like my tools.  During my Spiritual Walk this last year, I have found some tools along the way that I have used.

Wanting to learn more about our recently elected young Bishop, Andy Doyle, I found that he too is fond of the electronic tools. He posts things that he finds interesting to Twitter (texasbishop).  He maintains a web log called The Ninth Bishop of Texas that can be found at http://www.texasbishop.blogspot.com, where he posts his writings, recordings of his sermons, and his teachings – A Hitchhiker’s Guide to Luke.

He shares his statement on the recent election of a Bishop in Los Angeles, and his most recent writings are on the relief work underway by the Episcopal Church in Haiti.  I encourage folks to visit his blog site and learn about this Bishop that we may have for the next 30 years.

One of the other tools that I have found useful is a weekday Podcast called Pray as you go.  It is a audio download that I listen to during my morning commute.  Produced by the British Jesuits, the 10-15 minute show opens with a hymn (ranging from Plain Chant to Taize, to Ladysmith Black Mombasa), followed by a reading from the Communion Lectionary for the day and asks a few questions from the scripture passage for personal reflection.  I have found myself quite moved by some of the reflection discussion, and I am generally jotting down the principle thought in a journal as soon as I get to work.

I found the podcast in a link of resources for the Daily Examen, part of St. Ignatius of Loyola’s Spiritual Exercises.  The Daily Examen is a technique of prayerful reflection on the events of the day in order to detect God’s presence and discern his direction for us.  The Examen is an ancient practice in the Church that can help us see God’s hand at work in our whole experience.  I learned about the Examen, from one of Bishop Doyle Twitter entries that gave a link to a Site about the Examen, and said this looks interesting, check it out.

Another tool I have is the Daily Lectionary Readings.  For several years now I have been trying to do these readings of Psalm and Scripture per the Anglican Cycle on a daily basis.  It does not always get done, but I do find interesting things applicable to the day ahead or a possible answer to an issue from the previous day.

These tools are great, but what I have discerned when reflecting on tools, is the most important thing about tools is what you do with them.  They may look neat in the tool box, all organized to size and purpose, but it a hammer is not used to construct something, and then it is just an object taking up room in the garage.  The same goes for these spiritual tools.  I found that if I only glanced at the readings, I wasn’t getting anything from them.  When I started my daily emails to my daughter in college, I decided to open with a passage from the day’s lectionary (usually the Psalm) and find a way to reference it or what I have learned along the way or how it might affect where I am now going.

Spiritual tools, are gifts from God.  As this Sunday reading from Corinthians pointed out we all have different gifts from God, tools to equip us to serve.  My question is, “What are you doing with your tools?”