Daily Examen 1/20/10

Posted January 20, 2010 by dondunbar3
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The reading today was from Mark’s Gospel about Jesus healing a man’s hand in the Temple. He did it on the Sabbath and in front of the Pharisees who were looking for an opportunity to trap him. He exercised compassion inspite of the consequences. Consequences that ultimately led to his death.

I wonder if I only act with compassion when it is conveinent? Why has my heart hardened towards others? Where is the risk to me?

I have started the exercise program to repair my heart. The Examen tells me that I also need to keep working on my spiritual heart.

Keep me mindfull Lord that my heart needs to be both strong and compassionate.

Daily Examen 1/19/10

Posted January 19, 2010 by dondunbar3
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“Come to me all of you that carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest”.

The Pray As You Go opening hymn for today, Tuesday January 19th, the second week of Ordinary Time, caught me today.

As a scout I have vivid memories of the physical relief I felt at being able to drop my pack at the end of the hike.

Later I recall the relief I received when I put a burden of stress I carried on a job situation up to God. He took that load from me and it was a great. I learned that I needed to still do my best but the Lord would protected whether I quit the job or stood up to the boss. That regardless of the outcome, God would still love me and be with me. He would not let my burden overwhelm me.

My greatest moment of puttting a burdern on the Lord was when Sandra had her aneurysm. There was a point when the enormity of the situation hit me along with the realization that I was completely powerless to help. The only thing I could do was to go into the hospital chapel and pray. Giving it up to God. We were blessed and she came through.

The Examen asked to look around at other people. They all carry their own burdens too.

If we are to love our neighbor, wouldn’t we want them to be able to find the same relief and rest we find when we give our burdens up to him? He loves us all and is willing to help us. Shouldn’t we tell others? Shouldn’t we invite them to our Church where they can see how He is working in our lives?

Thoughts on Dieting – Will I still be the Fat Man?

Posted January 19, 2010 by dondunbar3
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The diet may not have quite been more than a recurring also ran New Years resolution except for an audio book I was finishing and the comment by the Cardiologist.

The audiobook Wind Up Girl is set in a future where genetic engineering of foods has run amok. Evidently tinkering with the genes of our food stock not only causes variations in the plant but the diseases that attack them causing wide spread famine and calories become the new currency. Treddle powered computers, rickshaw drivers, manual elevators and everyone constantly hungry.

During the read, I became aware of my calorie intake, what it was taking to keep the Fat Man fat. Figuring the number of calories most of the world actually does The double quarter pounder with cheese that was a lunch staple became a lot less appealing to me.

I had already started tracking the calorie intake on www.Livestrong.com when the Cardiologist made the comment about “end of life planning”. I will be 52 on my next birthday. I enjoy life and would like to think that I have almost as many years ahead of me as I have behind me. There are a lot of things I want to do. To be here to do them was going to require change.

While I have been an intermittent masters swimmer and enjoyed working out with the local team this last year, I have allowed travel, volunteering, and general sloth to keep me away from the pool. And while breakfast and dinner where usually balanced thanks to my sweet wife, 1500 calorie lunches were happening.

Changing the diet is part of changing my life. How do I satisfy myself with less? I think I can.

Is part of the change consciously simplifying my life? Perhaps, I still like my toys but now they have to be multipurpose. The Fat Man’s simple post work life will like to be an Airstream parked in the Hill Country. My things are going to have to fit, and so will I.

While I may never be back to my college swimming weight, I will make the Philmont weight requirements and maintain that weight.

I have discovered that soup for lunch is not bad. There might be a finite amount of Panera Bread lunching I can do but so far so good. People might get tired of me touting the Livestrong site, but that is ok too. It is working for the Fat Man.

Fat Man’s Exercise 1/18/10

Posted January 19, 2010 by dondunbar3
Categories: Diet & Exercise

First direct from the office to the club. Did have to spend a little time in the business office to add the rest of the family on the membership plan.

Got upstairs and found an empty treadmill. 50 minutes 2.5 miles and 500+ calories later I called it quits.

Most of the time was spent at 3 mph after the warm up and at a 6% grade.

Home to a couple of bowls of homemade chicken noodle soup that I made yesterday and the family is willing to eat.

After logging the workout and dinner into my Livestrong.com account I find that I will be almost a 1000 calories under the recommended limit on my weight loss plan even aftery pepperidge farm cookies and milk dessert.